In the end nothing happens

helterskelter3k @ 2006-02-05T18:10:00

2006-02-06T02:22:20Z

I cannot say it has been the best weekend, nor a good one. I have not been feeling good since Taya has been caught and the issue of her going back. She feels guilty of being with me now, so we are getting farther apart and it is killing me. Since I have decided to stay here and go to college, I am worrying how our relationship will last. :(

helterskelter3k @ 2006-01-05T20:06:00

2006-01-06T04:16:59Z

In a land of marmalade sky’s

Chocolate fish filled with marshmallow

Swam euphorically in the milk chocolate river

Under the cotton candy clouds of pink and yellow

With gum drop sunsets and where bunnies made of pink sprinkles frolicked

As the gummy birds scavenged for the gummy worms

Beneath the taffy grass

This was paradise in this candy land of complete dreams

No anguish, no torture, no argument, disagreement or fights

Pleasure ran threw their sugar veins

And in the middle of all this was a shadow

Cast from an amorphic shape

And in weeks their happy lives

Would dissipate in their screams and cries

Shadowed in the virus of demise

Leave comment if you want to be added

helterskelter3k @ 2006-01-05T19:28:00

2006-01-06T03:29:28Z

I hate my family, I even dislike my grandmother right now. I just want to leave. right now, right this second, just be gone.

helterskelter3k @ 2006-01-04T14:59:00

2006-01-05T01:59:30Z

I am going to die soon, I can feel it

helterskelter3k @ 2005-03-04T19:10:00

2005-03-05T03:10:56Z

I am deleting this account, finally.

helterskelter3k @ 2005-02-27T19:29:00

2005-02-28T03:35:51Z

News:

For everyone who has me added. I want to inform you, I will be posting nothing of any importance, or of interest. There are no artistic pictures I have taken, nor do I think I will take. My span of updating will decrease a lot also. So if you want to delete me ahead of time, so you do not hear me talk about my gf to much, or see some stupid pictures, or read something stupid things I post. Delete me now, and I will delete you back. I have found it now that it does not matter to have tons of friends on your livejournal to feel special, you do not need droogs posting comments that say you are profound, all you need is those few people who actually care. The rest are just friends and who needs friends. It is all about family.

~Justin

helterskelter3k @ 2005-02-19T17:14:00

2005-02-20T01:15:40Z

A poll, since I found out the person I care about so much just told me they did not like my hair.

How many people think I should finally take on a new hair do, how many people think I should cut my hair?

helterskelter3k @ 2005-01-05T16:20:00

2005-01-06T00:22:01Z

MASSIVE LIVEJOURNAL CUT!!!

I am deleting almost my whole friends list, If you want to be added back comment if not, bye.

helterskelter3k @ 2004-12-30T20:15:00

2004-12-31T04:16:49Z

This journal is dedicated to all those who have died in the Tsunami. My heart and best wishes go out to you.

Death toll 100,000 and climbing T_T

helterskelter3k @ 2004-06-14T15:02:00

2004-06-14T22:02:56Z